Ang mga Ibig sabihin ng panaginip ko.... Sinagot ni Shalala at Madam Fortune Teller Venus

Ang mga hula tungkol sa panaginip ko... Sinagot ni Shalala at Madam Fortune Teller
Venus

1st. Nasa bakuran ako ng bahay namin at napakadilim, pero may nakikita akong liwanag sa dulo, iyon yung gate ng bahay namin, tumakbo ako para makalabas ng bahay namin, ng makalabas ako, tumakbo ako ng tumakbo hanggang sa makalayo ako sa bahay namin.

Fortune Teller Answer: "makakamit mo ang mga pangarap mo... magkakaroon ka ng magandang buhay, pero magiingat ka sa iyong kalusugan"

2nd. nandon ako sa lumang bahay namin.... umakyat ako sa puno ng mangga at narating ko ang tuktok.... nakikita ko sa tuktok ung bubong ng lumang bahay namin

Answers: "magpapagawa ka ng iyong bahay... makikita mo ang iyong bahay mula sa taas"

3rd. ung mga gamit namin sa bago naming bahay ay hinakot namin ng mama ko at dinala sa dati naming bahay ulit...


answers: "hindi mo makakalimutan ang iyong mga nakaraan, ang mga dati mong mga kaibigan, kahit nasa magandang buhay ka na ay hindi ka makakalimot sa iyong mga dating kaibigan"

4th. nasa lumang bahay ulit kami at nagiibigan kami ng isang babaeng hindi ko kilala, bigla siyang lumayo sa akin dahil nandiyan na raw ang dimonyo... ng lumabas ako ng bahay nakita ko yung isang babaeng mangkukulam, nagbalat-kayo siya bilang isang matandang babae, hinarap ko ang matandang babae, at nilabanan ito hanggang sa itoy mamatay!

answers: hindi na nila ito sinagot dahil sabi ni shalala masyado na raw akong makulit! XD


kahit hindi nila sinagot ang huli kong panaginip... pero ayos lang sakin, iintindihin ko po... marami pa po sana akong mga katanungang gusto kong malaman, lalong lalo na doon sa missing elder sister ko... 7 years na siyang nawawala... her birthday is november 9, 1985, her name is jhonalisa notario. pero next time.... i'll take another chance to call again in todong todong bigay.... thank you for shalala and madam venus and the staff of todong todong bigay for giving me the opportunity.

Places that I really wanted to visit...

List of places that I really wanted to visit:

Moscow, Russia...
- Wanted to see the Red Square in Kremlin and the Saint Basil's Cathedral.
Berlin, Germany...
- Wanted to see the Brandenburg Gate, and to see the Jewish Holocaust Memorial.
Paris, France...
- Wanted to see the Eiffel Tower, wanted to be more fluent in French Language!
Tehran, Iran...
- Wanted also too see the their Supreme Leader, and to learn their Persian Culture.
Beijing, China...
- Uhhh! The Forbidden City... of course! and their famous Great Wall!

Rebecca Chambers, the girl of my dreams...

"Where I could find you in this world, while we exist in a very different worlds? How could we meet and see each others? I'd wished that I'll met you someday in real life... I hope someday, God made promise on my wish"

The girl of my dreams...

Rebecca Chambers, character from the game Resident Evil, I was astound by her cuteness, her innocence, her beauty, her voice and many many more! I can't explain what's happening to me, why I am felling in love with this girl? What does she have? I cannot explain why? I like her too much, but how can I express my feelings to her? I know this is stupid but I can't fight this feeling anymore! But I know that we are living in a very different world, I live in a real world, while she just living in a world of games. This is really stupid! This is really stupid! But why my heart beats too fast when I see her? am I just too obsessed to her? I know this feeling will past by but I hope someday... I can saw her somewhere, just like the same as her, I will never gonna let her go away from me!

A Dream that I can never forget...

I've always dreaming about our former house in Town of San Pedro, last month I've dream that we moved back again to our former house, we take a lot of our things on our house back to our old house, our former house in San Pedro was already demolished but the ghost of that house still following me...

and then I've dreamed again on that house again that I'm living on that house, it was too dark on the house, too much darkness covers the whole house and also our lawn but there are sunlight outside the our gate, so I ran and ran to get far on that house, because I'm so afraid, I'm running too fast but it was too slow on the dream and thats the story ends...

I don't know what it means but here all I can say...

A Dream that I can never forget... because the ghost of our old house haunts me!

Towards to my dream...

5th of June Present year,

Its already two years since I've studying at the University of Perpetual Help System in City of Biñan on Bachelor of Science in Marine Engineering, it is a very quite difficult course to take. When vacation cames in Spring on this present year, there's a lot of questions in my mind, a lot of confusion needs some answers, just likely if I gonna still continue my degree course? What will be my life after five or ten years? What are the consequences if I stop my studies and find some job and earn a little bit of money? If I am comfortable on that type of course? Did I made a mistake taking that course... There's a big, big, big confusions in my brain on that time, but my mother told me that "You are already crossing the river, you are already in the middle, you are already gonna reach the other side but you stop and return back from the start". When I hear those word, I've think, Yes! She was right, I'm gonna reach the other side of the river why should I stop now? So in that time, I made a choice, a choice that could change my life forever not just for myself, also to my family. I gonna continue... So i made a my word, a word that I will never break, "No retreat, No surrender!... Not one step backwards! Towards to my dream!"

My Dreams: The Attack

I saw in my dreams that in midnight I saw a lot of children marching outside the road over our window, so my mother, and my eldest brother decided to hide on our house for safety, but after a while, soldiers from the foreign nations forced our gates and doors to open along with our city mayor telling that "Our city has fallen from the hands of the Invaders... So the soldiers forcing other resisting people to go ourside of their homes and surrender to the enemy..." I don't know what are those soldiers, they looks like japanese, or chinese soldiers. So my brother, my mother and I had nothing to do but to surrender to the enemy that I'd never known.