Saturday, June 4, 2011

A Dream that I can never forget...

I've always dreaming about our former house in Town of San Pedro, last month I've dream that we moved back again to our former house, we take a lot of our things on our house back to our old house, our former house in San Pedro was already demolished but the ghost of that house still following me...

and then I've dreamed again on that house again that I'm living on that house, it was too dark on the house, too much darkness covers the whole house and also our lawn but there are sunlight outside the our gate, so I ran and ran to get far on that house, because I'm so afraid, I'm running too fast but it was too slow on the dream and thats the story ends...

I don't know what it means but here all I can say...

A Dream that I can never forget... because the ghost of our old house haunts me!

Towards to my dream...

5th of June Present year,

Its already two years since I've studying at the University of Perpetual Help System in City of Biñan on Bachelor of Science in Marine Engineering, it is a very quite difficult course to take. When vacation cames in Spring on this present year, there's a lot of questions in my mind, a lot of confusion needs some answers, just likely if I gonna still continue my degree course? What will be my life after five or ten years? What are the consequences if I stop my studies and find some job and earn a little bit of money? If I am comfortable on that type of course? Did I made a mistake taking that course... There's a big, big, big confusions in my brain on that time, but my mother told me that "You are already crossing the river, you are already in the middle, you are already gonna reach the other side but you stop and return back from the start". When I hear those word, I've think, Yes! She was right, I'm gonna reach the other side of the river why should I stop now? So in that time, I made a choice, a choice that could change my life forever not just for myself, also to my family. I gonna continue... So i made a my word, a word that I will never break, "No retreat, No surrender!... Not one step backwards! Towards to my dream!"