Rebecca Chambers, the girl of my dreams...

"Where I could find you in this world, while we exist in a very different worlds? How could we meet and see each others? I'd wished that I'll met you someday in real life... I hope someday, God made promise on my wish"

The girl of my dreams...

Rebecca Chambers, character from the game Resident Evil, I was astound by her cuteness, her innocence, her beauty, her voice and many many more! I can't explain what's happening to me, why I am felling in love with this girl? What does she have? I cannot explain why? I like her too much, but how can I express my feelings to her? I know this is stupid but I can't fight this feeling anymore! But I know that we are living in a very different world, I live in a real world, while she just living in a world of games. This is really stupid! This is really stupid! But why my heart beats too fast when I see her? am I just too obsessed to her? I know this feeling will past by but I hope someday... I can saw her somewhere, just like the same as her, I will never gonna let her go away from me!

A Dream that I can never forget...

I've always dreaming about our former house in Town of San Pedro, last month I've dream that we moved back again to our former house, we take a lot of our things on our house back to our old house, our former house in San Pedro was already demolished but the ghost of that house still following me...

and then I've dreamed again on that house again that I'm living on that house, it was too dark on the house, too much darkness covers the whole house and also our lawn but there are sunlight outside the our gate, so I ran and ran to get far on that house, because I'm so afraid, I'm running too fast but it was too slow on the dream and thats the story ends...

I don't know what it means but here all I can say...

A Dream that I can never forget... because the ghost of our old house haunts me!

Towards to my dream...

5th of June Present year,

Its already two years since I've studying at the University of Perpetual Help System in City of Biñan on Bachelor of Science in Marine Engineering, it is a very quite difficult course to take. When vacation cames in Spring on this present year, there's a lot of questions in my mind, a lot of confusion needs some answers, just likely if I gonna still continue my degree course? What will be my life after five or ten years? What are the consequences if I stop my studies and find some job and earn a little bit of money? If I am comfortable on that type of course? Did I made a mistake taking that course... There's a big, big, big confusions in my brain on that time, but my mother told me that "You are already crossing the river, you are already in the middle, you are already gonna reach the other side but you stop and return back from the start". When I hear those word, I've think, Yes! She was right, I'm gonna reach the other side of the river why should I stop now? So in that time, I made a choice, a choice that could change my life forever not just for myself, also to my family. I gonna continue... So i made a my word, a word that I will never break, "No retreat, No surrender!... Not one step backwards! Towards to my dream!"

My Dreams: The Attack

I saw in my dreams that in midnight I saw a lot of children marching outside the road over our window, so my mother, and my eldest brother decided to hide on our house for safety, but after a while, soldiers from the foreign nations forced our gates and doors to open along with our city mayor telling that "Our city has fallen from the hands of the Invaders... So the soldiers forcing other resisting people to go ourside of their homes and surrender to the enemy..." I don't know what are those soldiers, they looks like japanese, or chinese soldiers. So my brother, my mother and I had nothing to do but to surrender to the enemy that I'd never known.

A Day in the Capital City

Saturday, August 7, 2010
@ 800 to 2000 hours

It since a bit time when I'm going out in the province and to go to the Metro Manila, I was wake up early in the morning at 7am, prepare my things because my mother and I will go to the Makati City, for some payments on our House and gonna visit my Aunt, cousin's and nephew's in Pasig City. It was my 3rd time when we are going again in City of Makati, the first was when I'm was a little boy with my parents, the second in last June, my mother told me to recognize every places on-going here in Makati, so I try to study and review the places, looks for some landmarks that could be easily to find. When we are getting near in the Makati, when we are on the road, I see bear to clear the tall buildings in the City, so I called it to myself "The City on the Clouds", when I'm finally arrived in Buendia, a district in Makati, we get off to the bus and take a stairs to the overpass and ride on the jeep going to Makati Avenue, in Brgy. Bel-Air. When I'm was there, and look on the towering buildings, I think to my self that I'm just a small thing or an ant. I'm was fascinated on the buildings that I see, there are a little bit changes, but still, too many towering buildings. After we pay our house bills on the Atrium of Makati Building or the Pag-Ibig Fund Main Office, we decided to take a lunch on the Buendia, after we lunch we ride on the Metro Railway Transit, because we going to Pasig Cityy to visit our relatives. I'm not surprised when there are many people inside the train, but it was my first time to ride on the MRT, a little nervous because still fresh on my mind on what happened on the Rizal Day Bombing. When we finally arrived at the Shaw Boulevard Station, we ride on the jeep going to Pasig City Market, we go off to the jeep and take a walk to our relative's house. When we finally arrive, my mother take a little chit-chat to my grandmom, nephew's, sister's and brother's, while I take a little play-on-game on the Computer Notebook of my nephew "Jeffrey", he's just 9 years old, son of my cousin. The place are still the same, or even worse. But I can't blame them on their lives. My aunt showed me the little, but their high rise home, still not finished but It's a little slippery when I take up their stair's. My another cous' leave the house when we arrive, he's a little shy to see us came visit again. My uncle and grandmom still strong even when they are old. It was 3

A Nightmare in the Afternoon

I'm was sleeping on the 10am of the morning and the 12pm of the afternoon, I'm just having a dream, I saw on my dream that I'm was on my classroom in our University, that there was somebody shouting and he shouts "Mga Tol!!! Bilisan nyo!!! Bilis!!! Umakyat kayo sa taas!!! Bilis!!! Kakaiba yung nasa langit!!!" When I go up to the top floor, I see the sky, full of clouds, Pyroplastic clouds, color orange and yellow, and I just terrified when I'm looking on it, full of confusion in my mind that what's happening. I thought it was the end of the world. One of my classmate just opened his Mobile TV on what's happening, and we find out that the Taal Volcano in Batangas, had just erupted, when I'm was watching on the news, I saw mudflows, rocks falling from sky, rocks rolling everywhere, and when I'm return to the my classroom, and when I look on the window, I look on the sky again, the color of the cloud's change, it turns to gray and black, and when I'm look closer to the clouds, I see human faces on the clouds, and when I'm woke up, My body freezes and I don't know whats happening, I take just had a another nightmare. It always happening to me every time I sleep in the afternoon, especially when I'm alone.